argggg! well what on earth do you say?
guess it hurts a bit but I'm over it
here is a little poem i dedicate to my bbbbf
boys are stupid
boys are dumb
they play your heart
and they are no fun
but swinging gets you closer to heaven and we did a LOT of that as of late
YE BE WARNED
you break her heart I will break your neck!
lessons learned
you flirt with fire your gonna get burned
doubles are troubles
taylor swift has a song for every stupid boy out there
and singing them loudly at the park in the dark is fun!
It's never a mistake if you learn
burn burn burn baby burn
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Strong Girl
I told myself I can no longer cry
That I am too strong to do so anymore!
I used to run like a drippy faucet
A very moment could set me off
Now I hold it in tight, too tight not letting anything out
Till I'm soaking around the edges
Till water comes out of my toes and ears But I still won't cry
because strong girls don't cry!
But I've been lying to myself when I said strong girls don't cry
It's the really strong ones who cry most
The ones who are strong enough to leave their hearts open
The ones who are strong enough not to stop caring
The strong girls have done it before
Have done it for so long they know crying best
So I'm leaving my resolution behind!
Because SLOWLY I've learned I AM A STRONG GIRL!
And strong girls care enough to cry
That I am too strong to do so anymore!
I used to run like a drippy faucet
A very moment could set me off
Now I hold it in tight, too tight not letting anything out
Till I'm soaking around the edges
Till water comes out of my toes and ears But I still won't cry
because strong girls don't cry!
But I've been lying to myself when I said strong girls don't cry
It's the really strong ones who cry most
The ones who are strong enough to leave their hearts open
The ones who are strong enough not to stop caring
The strong girls have done it before
Have done it for so long they know crying best
So I'm leaving my resolution behind!
Because SLOWLY I've learned I AM A STRONG GIRL!
And strong girls care enough to cry
Monday, June 13, 2011
Yes I am following you!
oK, so pretty much to write almost anything you need.......... CHARACTERS!
And although our minds can create some very amazing ones on their own, sometimes we need INSPIRATION! So if you wonder how to create a character... Or if your just board like me do this.......
1.GO to a public place, I went to the Gateway mall.
2.find someplace nice to sit,I was outside Ben and Jerry's :)
3.Observe people! for like a long time. Watch the people that pass by. What are they wearing, are they alone or with people. Are they on their phone? Do they walk fast or slow? Is there anything about them that stands out? It's amazing what you can find out about a person in the minute it takes them to walk past you if your looking.
I noticed the girl at Starbucks walk over to the phone store across from here store with three cookies in hand. She went in and gave them to the guy working the register. He SMILED really big and so did she. She paused a moment and then left back to her job. HOW CUTE IS THAT? they totally love each other!
and i found that out by just watching
It doesn't matter if the story .
you come to is real or not because it's now YOUR story
4. After you have sucessfully completed the OBSERVING task like REALLY well, you must take it one step farther. STALK SOMEBODY! YES you heard me, no not creepy,no not like weird. JUST pick somebody who is walking by, and casually follow them so they don't know. Stroll into the same store they stroll into, LOOK, Listen AND Imagine! BUT DON'T LET THEM KNOW! Give it five minutes and see what you can learn
here is mine
Her name is Jessica, she is short and small. Her feet are very small probably like a size five and a half. She has naturally brown hair that she dyes a popping shade of PINK. She is very stylish and has money to spend on clothes. Her jacket which was navy with red embellishments was from anthropology and was ADORABLE! She had a leather satchel and leather boots. Her two friends laughed and talked much more than she did, But she smiled more than they did. When it started pouring rain she smiled and enjoyed it, she didn't' rush inside like most other people do. She likes to follow trends. Her eyes are dark brown with gold around the edges.
ok ok i know what your saying... I sound really creepy! Well some of that i made up, some of it i observed. It's amazing what people will let you know about them without them even knowing your picking it all up. Plus look at what a character i have now! And all it took was five minutes and a little bit of harmless following. PLUS you feel like a spy! HA HA seriously you do!
And although our minds can create some very amazing ones on their own, sometimes we need INSPIRATION! So if you wonder how to create a character... Or if your just board like me do this.......
1.GO to a public place, I went to the Gateway mall.
2.find someplace nice to sit,I was outside Ben and Jerry's :)
3.Observe people! for like a long time. Watch the people that pass by. What are they wearing, are they alone or with people. Are they on their phone? Do they walk fast or slow? Is there anything about them that stands out? It's amazing what you can find out about a person in the minute it takes them to walk past you if your looking.
I noticed the girl at Starbucks walk over to the phone store across from here store with three cookies in hand. She went in and gave them to the guy working the register. He SMILED really big and so did she. She paused a moment and then left back to her job. HOW CUTE IS THAT? they totally love each other!
and i found that out by just watching
It doesn't matter if the story .
you come to is real or not because it's now YOUR story
4. After you have sucessfully completed the OBSERVING task like REALLY well, you must take it one step farther. STALK SOMEBODY! YES you heard me, no not creepy,no not like weird. JUST pick somebody who is walking by, and casually follow them so they don't know. Stroll into the same store they stroll into, LOOK, Listen AND Imagine! BUT DON'T LET THEM KNOW! Give it five minutes and see what you can learn
here is mine
Her name is Jessica, she is short and small. Her feet are very small probably like a size five and a half. She has naturally brown hair that she dyes a popping shade of PINK. She is very stylish and has money to spend on clothes. Her jacket which was navy with red embellishments was from anthropology and was ADORABLE! She had a leather satchel and leather boots. Her two friends laughed and talked much more than she did, But she smiled more than they did. When it started pouring rain she smiled and enjoyed it, she didn't' rush inside like most other people do. She likes to follow trends. Her eyes are dark brown with gold around the edges.
ok ok i know what your saying... I sound really creepy! Well some of that i made up, some of it i observed. It's amazing what people will let you know about them without them even knowing your picking it all up. Plus look at what a character i have now! And all it took was five minutes and a little bit of harmless following. PLUS you feel like a spy! HA HA seriously you do!
welcome!!!
jade my fantastical cousin is now a follower so i have.... 20!!!! ok i really have 19 because one follower...hummm is following it on two accounts, but still! I'm practically at WORLD DOMINATION! ha ha just kidding, but it is cool that at least 19 people pretend to read what i write and like.... four of you actually do! :) no just kidding i love you all!
Saturday, June 11, 2011
stream of consiousness 6/11/11
Let it flow...
there is so much, conflicting yet combining that waves through our minds like waves, pulling and pushing, giving and taking yet always always taking. It's like we love what we imagine but do we really love what we have?i want so much to be heard by others to have my voice matter. but if my voice doesn't matter to me then why would anybody else bother listening? they say it's almost never your birthday it's almost always somebody elses. Which is true you have a one out of three hundred and sixty five chance of it being you. But we don't seem to pout we just know that within the next three hundred and sixty five days it will be is. It's all about time but time has nothing to do with it. It's like the sea, the sea has time, high tides and low tides but with the sea it doesn't matter what time it is,but the sea will do what it pleases when it pleases. I wish things could be different I wish it could be somebody else but it's not and if it was i would wish it were me. So i just wake up and braid another little thing into my hair and hope that someday i will see the sea. That someday the moon won't seem so far away but hopefully it also doesn't seem too close. wg
there is so much, conflicting yet combining that waves through our minds like waves, pulling and pushing, giving and taking yet always always taking. It's like we love what we imagine but do we really love what we have?i want so much to be heard by others to have my voice matter. but if my voice doesn't matter to me then why would anybody else bother listening? they say it's almost never your birthday it's almost always somebody elses. Which is true you have a one out of three hundred and sixty five chance of it being you. But we don't seem to pout we just know that within the next three hundred and sixty five days it will be is. It's all about time but time has nothing to do with it. It's like the sea, the sea has time, high tides and low tides but with the sea it doesn't matter what time it is,but the sea will do what it pleases when it pleases. I wish things could be different I wish it could be somebody else but it's not and if it was i would wish it were me. So i just wake up and braid another little thing into my hair and hope that someday i will see the sea. That someday the moon won't seem so far away but hopefully it also doesn't seem too close. wg
Friday, June 10, 2011
flightless feathers
we are not creatures of flight. It's just how things are, But we all yearn to be. We all want to rise higher and be bigger. we almost all want to envy the birds,with their melodious songs, their swooping dances and breathless ease. Naturally we are nothing like the birds. Our movement is planned and patterned. We doet swooping syrinic soun't sing in simple yet swooping syrinic sounds. We stand here firmly planted as they are free about us. Oh to be free above where we are,to see a sunset and explore it. Gliding in almost painted colors of pink and violet. we wish the moon could be even a mile closer. So we try. We put feathers in our flightless hair and manifest our wishes though sight. But men cannot fly upon flightless feathers. The flightfull ones will always flirt with us, singing down their freedom to our feathered heads. But we cannot be like them, not truly. So I pluck the stolen wings from my hair and learn to be happy on the ground.
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