Sunday, July 17, 2011

what do you have to lose?

Today i wash asked the question what do you have to lose?
It's been on my mind for a while now and the more I think about it the more I love it.
What really do I have to lose? I feel like right now more than ever the answer to that is nothing. Yeah i mean there are always going to be a few things but honestly if there is ever a time to live large it's now. Not tomorrow, not once i start collage but now! It's sometimes hard for me to think about the now, I find myself often looking forward to things in the future so much that I can't enjoy the right now. Honestly how stupid is that? why on earth would i wish away my time just because something better might lay ahead? So my goal right now is to enjoy every moment... I'm not saying i'm never gonna wish some things were over. And I'm always going to be happy when work is over and I can go have fun. But that shouldn't stop me from making the best of every single second. I want to live bigger and be braver! I can't think of a whole lot of daring things for me to do while I'm on this living it up high... and I'm not going to leave behind my judgment or values. But I REALLY want to just live and be and love myself and have no regrets about stupid things. I want to dare to do the things I love and the things that scare me! Because you might regret the things you do, but your always going to regret the things you wern't brave enough to try.

1 comment:

  1. Thank you for reminding me not to worry too much about things that haven't happened yet. I needed reminding.
    P.S. - You're freaking amazing!