And it breaks my heart

All things manifest

charlie

so both Kelly and jade introduced me to CHARLIE! he is now my youtube boyfriend... or at least i wish!

my castle

what do you have to lose?

Today i wash asked the question what do you have to lose?
It's been on my mind for a while now and the more I think about it the more I love it.
What really do I have to lose? I feel like right now more than ever the answer to that is nothing. Yeah i mean there are always going to be a few things but honestly if there is ever a time to live large it's now. Not tomorrow, not once i start collage but now! It's sometimes hard for me to think about the now, I find myself often looking forward to things in the future so much that I can't enjoy the right now. Honestly how stupid is that? why on earth would i wish away my time just because something better might lay ahead? So my goal right now is to enjoy every moment... I'm not saying i'm never gonna wish some things were over. And I'm always going to be happy when work is over and I can go have fun. But that shouldn't stop me from making the best of every single second. I want to live bigger and be braver! I can't think of a whole lot of daring things for me to do while I'm on this living it up high... and I'm not going to leave behind my judgment or values. But I REALLY want to just live and be and love myself and have no regrets about stupid things. I want to dare to do the things I love and the things that scare me! Because you might regret the things you do, but your always going to regret the things you wern't brave enough to try.

ok so i got a tumblr... not to diss on blogger because i gave my soul to blogger, just to expand my horizons.. no worries your always my number one. Any ways if you wanna follow me on it here is the link...http://anoldworldayounggirl.tumblr.com/

my first fashion post!

i've been way big on the nautical inspired fashion lately! SAILORS! I bought a navy school uniform skirt at the D.I and it is so sailor looking i love it! then I got an anchore necklace at forever 21 that looks kinda like this
which all goes splendily with my vintage scarf that looks sorta like this
and add a few navy shirts, a pair of white sandals and maybe a red sweater and you've got the style! sorry i just wanted to post something new for a change... so fashion it is p.s. i wish! i had that navy dress from the first picture THE number 2 one! I LOVE IT!

A painting of you

Ok so while Erin and I were walking slowly through the muse d'orsay we found this picture that we thought has a striking resemblance to her, Not all of it just the face mostly but It really kinda does look like miss Erin Ann! ha ha how often do you find a painting of you done in 1864?
well it's official Erin must be a decedent of madam Rimsky Korsakov

End it with a quesiton

It ended with a question
Or at least if should have
It could have been tidy and neat
Sealed like an envelope
If it had ended with a question
But it didn't
And now the envelope hangs open
Were unsure of the ending
And we are standing here wondering
why we couldn't end it with a question?

A young girl in an old world

so this idea is one i am playing with right now, i'm unsure of how exactly I want to write this so I'm going to make it a theme and write it in a few ways. Then if i stumble onto a few good ideas i can combine them.